Hey everyone! Normally I dont post twice a day but I just wanted to share a little something with you. Today I got to instant message with Jared almost all day. It was so good to know he is making the journey home after so long. I have missed him so much. It has been incredibly hard being pregnant all alone. Especially when all you want is to share it with the person who created that life along with you. Our conversation was sweet. We exchanged about a million "I love yous" and expressed how much we missed one another. We talked about how amazing it was going to be to finally have that "first kiss" again. Then I told him I was very nervous about homecoming. I told him that last time he had seen me I was barley 5 weeks pregnant and I was tiny. Now he is coming home to a very different me. I mean yeah I havent gained all that much but I still look like I have swallowed a basketball. I have been so worried that all the change would scare Jared. But instead of getting the response I was afraid of, he told me that it didnt matter. He said " Im still in love with you" I laughed and jokingly said even though im all big and pregnant. He told me he loved me more than anything and that I was his life. I love my husband so much. I know we are young. I understand we got married and pregnant before most do, but Its no ones business but ours. I love my little family more than anything, and I think thats all that matters. Now all I have to do is sit back and be patient. We are seriously so close. I love you Jared Lee. I always have and always will. Im one lucky girl to have found someone as amazing as you.
Lauren
You're beautiful Lauren! And you guys are so adorable together! Homecoming is going to be so wonderful! I'm so excited for you guys! So soon!!! :)
ReplyDeleteAwww thank you Holly! Thats so sweet! I cant wait till homecoming. Im going to bawl my eyes out!
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