Hello everyone! I know what everyone is so excited about! Im getting there. I actually woke up this morning and it felt no different than any other day. I had no feelings about what is going to take place tonight. I don't think its really hit me yet. I don't think it will until I wake up next to him tomorrow morning. I don't want to sound like a bad wife and I hope it dosnt come across that way. I just got so used to living by myself. Its going to be such an adjustment to have him back. Don't get me wrong. I want him home. I have missed him more than anything. I just wonder if this is a normal feeling. Maybe its just nerves. Who knows. Im sure as soon as Tana and I pull up to our homecoming location things will change. It just still feels so far off. I know I shouldn't complain. Its only hours compared to the months I have waited. It just feels like an eternity. I love my husband more than anything. I am so ready to have him back. I am ready for the other half of my bed to no longer be empty. I want to wake up to his happy smiling face again. I just want it to feel real. I want it to hit me. I want to be excited just like all the other wives. I guess its just going to take some time. If anyone has felt this or knows what im feeling please leave a comment.
Lauren
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